Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Week 7

I know.... a day late. I tell you, working part time is so exhausting!! :)

My weight has not changed from last week... YAY!
Start Weight: 230.5
Last Week: 219
This Week: 219

Total Loss.... 11.5.

I am not surprised I did not lose, I know during stressful times the weight will not come off, no matter how much you wish it would. I may be part time, but with going back to school and doing some work from home I feel like I am going a million directions at once. I think after I get a few weeks under my belt, I will be feeling much better!

How did things work out with going top part time at work? Well, I know they are screwing us over. The worst part is that there is nothing I can do about it. I think that is what has me the most stressed. I feel like, well, I wanted this, I asked for it, now I just have to take what ever it is they give to me with no complaint. I just wish there was a way I could tell them that I know they are being completely lame because I really think they think that I am in a clueless bubble! The worst part is I am not the only one who is getting the raw end of the deal, and for that I feel guilty. I wish I could say more here... I wish I could blast it from the roof top how bad they have made me feel, but I must sit here in silence.

On top of it all... my car has taken a sick day. I brought her to the car hospital this morning. Now we wait for the prognosis. I hope she can be fixed.... and for a good price. I never realized how much I depend on that car, I kind of miss knowing that she is right outside. :)

Wednesday, January 5, 2011


I was cleaning a theater yesterday when a preview for the new show on A&E called Heavy came on. I stopped and within the first few moments was pulled into this new world A&E is creating. I am now extremely excited for this show. I am no where near the weight people on this show are, but I could understand everything that they were feeling and how it got so bad. It made me very thankful for who I am and what I am working towards.

Check the show out!

I love the concept because it is not about wining money or getting voted off, it is about changing lives!

On a note about work... I start my part time status on Friday! I am very nervous and extremely excited all at the same time! :)

I have a new goal for Just Dance 2... get through the song Jump. That song is a killer!!


I hope everyone has an amazing rest of the week!!

Monday, January 3, 2011

Week 6!

Hello everyone!!

I decided to spend some of my Christmas money on an amazing Wii game called Just Dance 2. It is so much fun! You dance to different songs and get 'sweat points'. I look totally stupid while I am doing it... and love every moment of it! :)

Here are my stats for this week:
Start Weight: 230.5
Last Week: 223.5
This Week: 219

Total Loss.... 11.5!!

I am so excited about this loss! However my mind is telling me that something is wrong with my scale........

Happy dancing everyone!!

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Hello 2011!!


I thought I would take a moment and let you all know what my New Years Resolution is. For 2011 I have decided to love myself no matter what size I am! Let's face it, how can I expect everyone else to love me if I can not love myself. I may never lose the weight.... I really want to, but reality is it may never happen. I can not be angry at myself for that anymore.

I noticed that I never look at myself in the mirror. I look at my hair, or my eyes, or agonize about the size of my stomach, but never ever at my entire self. I know that sounds funny, but it is true. When I see myself in a picture my first thought is... I look like that!?

I will tell myself 3 nice things everyday. It could be as simple as your hair looks good to thanking my legs for holding me up! :)

I wish you all many blessings in 2011!! I love you!!