Wednesday, April 20, 2011


Sometimes it takes someone else to believe in you before you can believe in yourself.... and sometimes that is not even enough. You all believed in me, and I felt I let you down when the weight would not come off. I wanted to be strong, I wanted it not to bother me, but it did... so I did what I do best, I gave up.

I will no longer allow that for myself. I can not give up! I have someone that depends on me and the way I have been treating myself will only harm her in the long run. Since January I have let myself go, and with that i have almost put all of the weight back on. Not only have I put the weight back on, but I no longer wear makeup, do my hair, or care what I look like when I leave the house. Touch of depression? Possibly. More likely it is a case of focusing on everything else in my life except myself. From school, to my first job, to my second job,... to my third job and my beautiful 7 month old baby I have taken all focus off myself and have in my mind become invisible.

I am not invisible. I am here and worth being looked at.

What I ask of you, my friends, please do not give up on me! I can do this with your help and support. :)

Good news... I now use my outlook calendar and have my blog and weigh in scheduled for every week! If you do not see my post... bother me until you do! :)

I love you all--thank you for everything!


  1. Sarah... Don't feel like you've let anyone down by your (your being the key word here) own personal goals not being met as quickly as you had hoped. You'll get there when you get there.

    You can doooo eeeeeeet! :)

  2. Awwww!! Thanks so much! I know it takes time, I just need to relax and have fun with it. :)